Honestly I don't really have anything to say but once again I felt the need to write. I like writing, I used to do it all the time when I was in middle school and the start of high school but sadly I lost my passion for it like I've done for many things in the past. I don't know why I lose my passion for so many things. I personally dislike the fact that I do. I've stopped hockey, photography, writing, hiking, dancing (not by choice) and much more.
I would still ballroom dance if I had the money as well as a partner to dance with. I can't even explain the feeling that I get when I dance. I know I'm not the best but I want to learn more. When I am dancing and I am moving so fast while doing the salsa or hoping I don't slip while being spun or doing a twist or flick in the tango I get such an adrenalin rush. Honestly, dancing brings such a smile to my face. I might go to class so un happy that I want to just cry and throw things but by the time I leave I feel like I am walking on clouds. Their isn't a feeling like that, that I get from anything else. Not hockey, not photography, nothing. I miss it so much. Some day I will dance again. I swear to hit, hopefully soon.
On another note I will say I am feeling a bit better since I last poster. My fear is still there but it isn't as prominent as it was before. I don't think it will go away for a long time and that is something I must accept, I know that. Just sometimes it gets the better of me. Granted there is some one who has had my mind a bit preoccupied but that is for a later day. I'll just say that he has got some sexy arms ;)
I am thankful though that I haven't been thinking about it to much as of late, I am hoping this will allow me to start focusing on my classes again. They end in the next two and a half weeks and then finals the next week and a half after that. I really need to step my game up so I can pass all of my classes. Currently I am passing my Astronomy lab, Human origins course, and french course with a good solid B, thankfully. Sadly my Astronomy lecture and Statistics course are on the cusp of a C/D. If I can pass everything else I should be alright. I really hope so. I need to do well this semester to bring my GPA up. I just need to focus and work hard on it all.
Well I am sure you don't want to listen to me write about my courses and all of that in between. It isn't the most interesting of sorts but as I said before I felt the need to write and well...this was all that was on my mind. Hopefully next time it will be something juicy or some amazing words of wisdom. Until then!!
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