Monday, August 2, 2010

A lot of the time I feel lonely but I need to remember something. I have Echo (my adorable kitten) who I love dearly and as lame as this sounds she depends on me more then your average cat depends on a person. Also I have my two best friends in the world who I trust with my life to the fullest, Amanda Sexton (my soon to be roomie in less then two weeks) and Chelsea Lyles (my buddy who I some how had three classes first semester with, we had never met before to plan this)

As much as I want a serious relationship I don't need it. I need to find some one who is at the same level mentally as well as how they present themselves. I can't go after a guy who isn't working or at the minimum in college. I need a guy who has a car, independence, and knows where they are headed in life. I want to be able to know I don't have to support any one but Echo and myself.

You know it is nothing against any one out there who hasn't figured out who they are yet but I need some one on the same level as I am. I am a college student who lives on her own (soon to have a roommate). I know where I want to be in 10 years, I am ambitious, I want to eventually get my PhD, and I have many goals that I need to achieve within the next three years. I am not in a position to fool around, party all of the time, not pay attention to my classes, or help support or worry about any one else long term problems. I need some one on the same page as me, with similar goals, similar problems, and knows what I am going through so we can relate. I need to keep my chin up and focus on bringing my GPA up, passing my classes, and working my ass off.

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