I am not who I was last December. I don't know if I should be happy about this or distressed. One thing I can say with out a doubt that I am thankful I am changing. I don't know if it will be for the better or the worse in the end but I am thankful. Don't get me wrong I do miss my old self to an extent but I feel like the new me is better. I care less about a large number of people and more about the people that matter. I don't let people walk all over me. I speak my mind and I don't hold back. I am still shy yet more out going. I have fun. I laugh. I love. I live. Sure, I still have my fears and weaknesses but they effect me less than they once did. Life is hard, life is good, life is finally looking the way it should me. Now if only I could get me a damn boy that is good for me.
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